Blah.

I seen you today for the first time in like 2 months. Things weren't the same. I mean being in your arms was cool but I don't get that same amazing feeling I use to. Maybe this wasn't "love". Maybe it was. Idk we keep saying things won't change but maybe they have already. I miss you though and maybe we just need to chill more to get that same old connection we use to have. Or what if its dead? I don't think I could handle that. I guess I'd rather be miserable with you. Than miserable without you. Shit im so confused. Your the only boy that makes me this way. I just miss our summer romance our song bust it baby. Our late night convos about nothing at all. Our play fights about plies and lauren london. Our other random shit.