My Thoughts On D.L

So I have been thinking about love. Okay so R.L will always have a special place in my heart, but I wonder If im wasting my damn time on him when he has already had his chance and he fucked up. Now there is this other boy D.T who has been around almost as long as R.L has been patiently waiting for me. And I mean dont get me wrong I really care about him. But he is in school and it would be diffcult for me and him to make it work. I dont want him to think im wasting his time or im playing games because Im truly not. D.T if you reading this I just need time to figure things out. but you are special to me.